Well, I’ve started to workout seriously and build muscle. I never thought I would be in my 50’s when I would start at this, I thought it was too late to start in my 40’s! But so far so good, except for the occasional headache that throws me off, It’s just so hard to do Anything when my head is throbbing. But enough complaining.
I really want to find my mate at this point too, and I’m trying to do all the things that a good partner does. You gotta take care of yourself first and not expect someone else to lift you up. I know this already but when you feel completely beaten down, it’s hard getting yourself back up.
I also don’t want to be a charity and just give and give without something to show for my life. I’d rather have someone to pass on everything I have like my father before me did. The late-bloomer idea is getting a little ridiculous at this point, I know who I am. I just don’t want to give up on being my best yet, I know I could settle for something less. I didn’t just fall out of the turnip truck, so I know how things work. It’s just a matter of taking others as seriously I would expect myself.
Lack of sleep has got me rambling, but these are the best words I have right now. My artwork can be silly at times but hey that’s a part of me too, and comedy can be a serious business as well.

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